Friday,
June 30, 2023
“Be still, and know that I am God! I
will be honored by every nation. I will
be honored throughout the world.” Psalm 46:10
The variety of sizes, colors, and textures, combined with the astonishing mixture of beautiful delicate scents, are always a welcome contrast to the sturdy ruggedness of mountains and lake…you cannot walk that half-mile without stopping to take it in and dwell on the majesty of God’s handiwork. Breathing-in the crisp morning air, and seeing the dew-kissed petals of God’s creation, is one of life’s wonderful joys. It’s hardly a mystery why we all know that familiar phrase: take time to smell the roses!
It's also no surprise to me that today marks an end to the last 18 years
serving as a pastor to United Methodist churches, and the 25 years before that
as a Baptist minister. I am retiring
from vocational serving, and entering serving for the pure joy of being
obedient to He who has been faithful and my Rock every day of my life,
including that first nine months when my Mom carried me around.
I have been expecting this day to come, and since it is now here, I can
share the mixed emotions that flood my soul, as surely as the beauty and scents
of the Junaluska Rose Walk.
One of those emotions is, of course, sadness. The many challenges and joys of serving as
pastor cannot be placed on a scale to see which outweigh the other. Despite the hard times, even if they overwhelmed
the good and great times, I would not trade loving what God called me to do
these last 45 years, ever since a pastor, long overdue for vacation, invited an
inexperienced church member to fill his pulpit while he was gone. I had promised God I would never say “no” to
an opportunity to proclaim His word. It’s
been a ride! And God has blessed, never
failing to teach, help, heal, and direct me all along the trail. The sadness I feel is that this chapter on
what I have loved so deeply is now closed.
And that leads me to the second emotion at the other end of the spectrum: I feel great joy! That joy isn’t relief from the pressure, or the
weight of caring for others 24/7/365; rather it is in knowing, with all my
flaws, sermon-flops, missed opportunities, and times of never knowing the next
step…God has it all sorted-out. And, much
like Joseph, the 13th son of Jacob (Israel) who was sold into
slavery by his brothers, in the end, faced with either revenge on his evil
brothers, or forgiveness, God enabled Joseph to figure it all out just what God
had in mind. Here’s what he said to them:
You intended to harm me, but God intended it all for good. He brought me
to this position so I could save the lives of many people. Genesis 50:20
My joy is that I trusted God for it all, and that trust wasn’t
wasted! He will use all of it, because
God’s Word never comes back to him empty-handed![1]
For You Today
Smelling the roses (for me) is going to mean thinking-back, evaluating, and just plain resting. There will be a little golf, some aimless mountain roads to drive, just to take-in life along the way, spending quiet time with my bride. I’m going to be still, and know He is God. I’m also going to hit the pause-button on publishing Rocky Road Devotion for July, and much of what I have been doing as a pastor these near 5 decades. Going to smell those roses…be back in August.
There are about 2,500 devotional
posts and 400 sermons in the Rocky Road Devotions library.
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[1] It is the same with my word. I send it out, and it always produces fruit. It will accomplish all I want it to, and it will prosper everywhere I send it. Isaiah 55:11