Showing posts with label Nervousness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Nervousness. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 16, 2019

The Confusion and Value of a Witness

Thursday, October 17, 2019

So Paul, standing before the council, addressed them as follows:  “Men of Athens, I notice that you are very religious in every way, for as I was walking along I saw your many shrines.  And one of your altars had this inscription on it:  ‘To an Unknown God.’  This God, whom you worship without knowing, is the one I’m telling you about.  “He is the God who made the world and everything in it.  Since he is Lord of heaven and earth, he doesn’t live in man-made temples, and human hands can’t serve his needs—for he has no needs.  He himself gives life and breath to everything, and he satisfies every need.  From one man he created all the nations throughout the whole earth.  He decided beforehand when they should rise and fall, and he determined their boundaries.  “His purpose was for the nations to seek after God and perhaps feel their way toward him and find him—though he is not far from any one of us.  For in him we live and move and exist.  As some of your own poets have said, ‘We are his offspring.’  And since this is true, we shouldn’t think of God as an idol designed by craftsmen from gold or silver or stone.  “God overlooked people’s ignorance about these things in earlier times, but now he commands everyone everywhere to repent of their sins and turn to him.  For he has set a day for judging the world with justice by the man he has appointed, and he proved to everyone who this is by raising him from the dead.”  When they heard Paul speak about the resurrection of the dead, some laughed in contempt, but others said, “We want to hear more about this later.”  That ended Paul’s discussion with them, but some joined him and became believers.  Among them were Dionysius, a member of the council, a woman named Damaris, and others with them.  Acts 17:22-34

It’s no secret that Paul was an unusual person.  It’s been said that wherever he went he started either a revival or a riot…and sometimes both!  In this account Paul has been hauled before the city council in Athens, a city much like many Greek places of the day, steeped in learning, art, drama, and civic democracy, fiercely defended.  To say it was a culture much like the American mind’s profile would not be stretching the point.
Paul was before the council because he was preaching the Gospel.  His uncompromising approach to evangelizing was threatening to those who didn’t like change; big surprise there! 
Athens had religion like a rash, with so many gods you needed a catalogue with commentary to understand faith in their culture.  They even had, as Paul pointed out, a statue to the unknown god.  And the apostle seized on that to tell them of the unseen true God.  He recounted the facts of creation, God’s gracious providence, and sovereignty in the space of a two-minute survey of Genesis and the historical presence of the divine.  But when the apostle got to the resurrection it broke the floodgates of unbelief. 
That day some who listened simply rejected Paul’s testimony out of hand.  They huffed in derision of this madman’s delusion.  Others weren’t quite convinced, but were willing to hear more later.  Still others, a few, believed and joined with Paul to explore their newfound faith. 
The bottom line about sharing your faith so others can know about Jesus always has these three possibilities – riot of unbelief, awakening of possibilities for belief, or conversion, the revival of a soul that was lost, and is now found.
For You Today
As you go about your task of living today, walking with Jesus, led by the Spirit, be aware of the opportunities that await your engagement; it isn’t about bringing back scalps to nail to the church membership roll – it’s about an eternity of joy, peace, and love in the Holy Spirit that you’re called to model. 
Your witness; it’s confusing sometimes; valuable always.
You chew on that as you hit the Rocky Road; have a blessed day.

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[1] Title Image:  © Victoria and Albert Museum, London (used with permission)    Unless noted, Scripture used from The New Living Translation©

Thursday, July 11, 2019

The Interview

Friday, July 12, 2019

But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes upon you. And you will be my witnesses, telling people about me everywhere—in Jerusalem, throughout Judea, in Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.”  Acts 1:8

In 1990 I was called to serve as pastor to a church in Jacksonville, Florida.  That first week I got a call from a local Christian radio station asking for an interview.  My answer was ME?  The voice on the other end of the phone assured me they wanted to interview the city’s new pastor; I shrugged my shoulders and went to the station the next morning at 5:30, wondering if God was even up at that hour.
I didn’t find out until after the interview that the station had made a mistake.  The church just up the road from us was North Jacksonville, and we were North Main Street.  We had about 60 in worship, they had about 5,000.  Mega Church leaders are much more of a media choice than pastors of smallish, struggling churches.  But neither I, nor the show host found out there had been a hiccup in their choice until after the live segment took place.  The radio folks were expecting the dynamic new preacher from North Jax; they got me.
There was no way I was comfortable in this situation.  The thought of me being in the center-ring of a live show that had a potential audience of more than a million people was terrifying.  I was from a small town, grew up on a dirt road, and played with toy trucks in our back yard with my best friend, Tommy Stubbulo; what did I have to say that would mean anything to a million people?  My one redeeming hope was that, along with God not being up at that hour, most people would still be snoring, and I could remain anonymous.
Now, I don’t know if anyone was impacted that day by the nerve-induced stumbling, stammering word of testimony I gave on that radio show, but it was a total act of faith that compelled me to drive to the station and actually go in.  And, I think, that may be the central point of what Jesus meant when he told his disciples with the last words of his earthly ministry, guys, YOU are the ones who are going to tell my story everywhere, to everybody, in every place, whether there is opposition from people, or even from within your own nervous stomachs; YOU - ARE - MY - WITNESSES!  What Jesus said to James, John, Peter, and the rest of the bunch was also meant for Russell, and every other believer.  Preacher, baker, butcher, or candlestick-maker, those who have trusted Christ as savior are also those called to share His story with others.
Back in 1990 I didn’t even have a recorder, so I have no idea what I said on that show.  I remember quite clearly the circus going-on in my stomach, and the fear that I was going to mess it up so bad we’d have to move to Australia, where they’d never even heard of Tommy Stubbulo.  But, somehow I survived, and we didn’t have to leave town to avoid the lynch mobs. 
I’m glad that I went to the station, because even if I did mess it up, that unsolicited call from the station was their mess-up…my job as a Christian believer is to be obedient, responding to the call of Christ to be his witness, any time, any place, to any person, simply sharing what Jesus did for a boy brought up on a dirt road on the rougher side of town.
For You Today
If you’re an introvert like me, your stomach has this roller coaster inside, and at the mere thought of taking the initiative to share your faith you feel that churning, incredible insecure smallness when the opportunity arrives.  It’s like the roller coaster car you’re in has just crested the top of the tracks, and you’re about to fall twelve-thousand miles into the abyss below.
And then, if you’ve become a follower of His, you remember…it’s not really about you…it’s all about what HE has done FOR you.
Friend, do the interview!
You chew on that as you hit the Rocky Road; have a blessed day.

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[1] Title Image:  Pixabay.com        Unless otherwise noted, Scripture used from The New Living Translation©